Annoying Me

I am truly not sure what bugs me more. 10 commercials...10. trying to watch dateline and they seem to speak 5min before 15 commercials come on (see how that number became larger, its ok I do that just to add drama. ha But seriously we pay a lot of money for cable so why so many commercials. How many commercials played in the seventies, 3 or 4 ? Things get easier but things get harder, make sense ? Well I guess its confirmed I am old making statements like that.

Ok moving on. Lets talk about the weather,...the weather today has been 100% disappointing. Rain snow sleet, all of it all day long and the wind, yikes. I have to keep my room temp between 75-80 degrees, I notice my back pain isn't as bad if I stay warm. When I get cold I get cold all the way down to my bones, I honestly feel cold inside does that make any sense. I know my chronic pain friends know what I mean. Changes in the weather make me fairly miserable, Nov - Feb are usually my worst months.. praying always for healing.

Its really difficult, I spend a lot of time alone in my room because I don't like doing the 15 steps that I fell down after the 2017 surgery...that one put me in the Hospital a month later with a pulmonary embolism, so you get why I avoid the stairs. I'm honestly just very fearful of falling period, the experience with the embolism was frightening and I didn't realize at the time that the blood clot could have killed me. WHOA,....that will give you a much different perspective of the power of the stairs. The strange thing is I didn't get any broken bones or damage the fusion, that had been done just 8 weeks ago, no cuts needing stitched. I ended up with two black eyes and other bruises- God is good, he is always there always saving me from a much worse fate....I only went to the ER because I thought I might have bronchitis and wanted to get medication so I could open my daycare on that Monday. When I think back to those 3 months I know 100% God had His Hand in everything. I'm so undeserving, Thank God for sending His Son Jesus to be the perfect sacrifice for all of His children.

Blessings friends, B xo

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