APOLOGIES

Wow so what happened to January, please accept my apologies for my absence I had what some may refer to as a nervous breakdown. But seriously I DO NOT, I repeat, DO NOT do well in the winter mentally, physically, spiritually. Satan grabs a hold of me when he knows I am weak and struggling, a lot of it really begins with my chronic pain, once the pain kicks up to about an 8 everything else seems to be crashing down around me. I read that the quickest way to make yourself feel better is by helping someone else, and I do get that, I feel good when I help another individual with something but the truth is I don't get out enough to help anyone. What about you, are you able to find time to help others? Everyone is so busy these days trying to survive when I believe specific times for peace and quiet are what keeps us at our best. I remind myself that I only need to reach out to God, for help, for encouragement but I practically bathe myself in depressing memories. WHY I ASK, WHY...but that's what I do, can you relate?

Back to what I started; I am on the lookout for how I can help others online...I believe emotional support is a big one for online. You can jump in somewhere on Facebook and read about an awful situation someone is going through and leave them an encouraging message of hope- the great thing is none of us ever have to feel alone, there are so many resources available 24/7. I feel like this was meant for someone because it's not really what I planned to talk about but if this brings enlightenment to someone else then I'm thrilled.

I pray God's favor over all of you for 2021, for peace and wellbeing, for Love and kindness.

Bxo

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